Human Emotions<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\nSo when was Mary’s first big step of faith that we see in scripture, at least. In the word of God, in the Bible, where do we first see her great step of faith? Many people would say her fiat. When she says behold, I’m the handmaid of the lord, be it done to be according to your word, which is an awesome moment, but there’s something Pope Benedict once wrote that made me realize that there’s something earlier, earlier in the biblical story that reveals Mary’s tremendous faith on the inside. It comes at the beginning of the annunciation. When the angel first comes to Mary and says, hail, full of grace, the Lord is with you. Do you remember Mary’s response to the angel? Do you remember her emotional response? What kind of emotion did Mary have? Was she full of excitement? \u2018Oh, cool, an angel’s here!\u2019 Enthusiasm, I can’t wait to do whatever the angel tells me to do. What emotion does the Bible tell us she has?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The Bible tells us that she was greatly troubled. In Luke 1:29, Mary was greatly troubled<\/em><\/strong>. And the angel has to say to her, do not be afraid. Do not be afraid. Here’s my question for you. Do you ever have moments in your life when you’re greatly troubled?<\/p>\n\n\n\nDo you ever have moments when you’re afraid? If you’ve ever had moments like that, just know Mary’s right there with you. Again, this is what I want us to see is that yes, Mary is uniquely graced and privileged and perfect, right? And yet she experiences human things. But what I’m going to look at is how she responds. Mary experienced fear. Mary experienced being greatly troubled. That’s human, but what Mary does with it, what she does with those troubles and fears is extraordinary. And it shows us the pathway forward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How Mary Responds in Her Troubles<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\nYou see many times when we are overwhelmed by something, we can close in on ourselves. And we look at our problems and we’re like, oh my goodness, how’s this ever going to work out? Mary was unlike that. What we’re going to see is something beautiful, Mary. Let’s take a look at how Mary responds with her troubles. And it’s a great model for us and how we should respond interiorly as well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But first of all, what’s she troubled by? It’s interesting. I used to think it was an angel. I mean, if you’re in the middle of your day, let’s say you’re doing dishes in the kitchen, all of sudden you turn around and there’s an archangel there, I think you’d be greatly troubled too. I know I would be, but that’s not what the Bible says. She’s not troubled at the sight of the angel. The Luke 1:29 tells us Mary was greatly troubled at the saying, at the saying of the angel. And she considers in her mind the greeting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And so, there’s something about the angel’s greeting, the words, that’s more startling than the sight of the angel himself, but what did the angel say? He just simply said, “Hail full of grace, the Lord is with you.”<\/em><\/strong> Now, if I say to you, the Lord be with you, I mean, we’re so used to hearing that word, right? We hear that word all the time at mass. If I say the Lord be with you, you all say, “and with your spirit,” because you know the new mass translation. Did Mary know the new mass translation, no. Did she know the old one, no. The mass wasn’t instituted yet, but what would those words, \u201cthe Lord is with you,\u201d<\/em><\/strong> what would they have meant to an ordinary Jewish woman of the first century?<\/p>\n\n\n\nEvery Jew, you don’t have to be a biblical scholar, but every Jew in the first century would have known those words because they’re repeated over and over again in their scriptures that they heard all the time that they listened to. This is like their iTunes. This is their social media, is the word of God, the Bible. They’re hearing it all the time in the synagogue, celebrating it in the feast days. They’re meditating on the word of God. It’s just a part of their culture. That’s their pop culture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And so, when a Jew, and like Mary in the first century, hears the words the Lord be with you, she knows, oh wow. Those words are always used throughout salvation history when God is addressing someone, calling them to some big tasks some big mission where they’re going to be stretched like never before. They’re going to have to rely on God like never before. And that’s why God or the angel will say, the Lord will be with you. The Lord will help you do what you can’t do on your own. Like Moses at the burning Bush. God calls him to go back to Egypt where they were trying to kill him and confront the wicked dictator Pharaoh and convince Pharaoh to let the people go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I mean, how many of you think that was a job Moses was gunning for? No way. Moses tries everything in the book to get out of it. I don’t know you, Lord. I don’t know much theology. I’m not eloquent. The people aren’t going to believe in me. I’m not a good leader. And what does God say? Does God say, oh no, Moses, you’re a lot better than you think, you’ve got talent. No, that’s not what God says. God basically says to Moses, yup, you’re pretty pathetic. You’re pretty weak. But I will be with you. In other words, I will be with you to help you do what you can’t do on your own. My strength will be made manifest in your weakness. It’s as if God is saying that to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And Moses hears those words and God does great things through Moses. Same thing, Joshua’s called to lead the people in the promised land. There’s large armies ready to pounce on the Israelites and God says, be courageous. Why, because I will be with you. Gideon hears those words in Judges 6:12. Gideon is told to go fight off the Midianites. Well, Gideon’s not a soldier. He has no military experience. He doesn’t even have an army. How is he supposed to do this? God says, through the angel, I will be with you. The Lord will be with you. David hears those words at the beginning of his kingdom. The prophets hear those words when they begin their prophetic ministry. And then the young Virgin of Nazareth, Mary hears those words.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How do you think Mary’s feeling when she hears the Lord be with you? What is she thinking? She’s thinking, uh-oh. Uh-oh, she knows what that means. Something big is about to be asked of her like Moses and Joshua and Gideon, David and the prophets. Something big is about to be asked of Mary. Now, Mary doesn’t know what that mission is yet. We know where the story goes, but she doesn’t know yet. She just knows something really demanding is being asked of her now. And when she hears that, she approaches it with a little trepidation as she should.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A Question For You<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\nHere’s my question for you though. In life, do you have times in life when you feel overwhelmed? When you feel like I don’t know how I’m going to do this. I don’t know how I’m going to take care of these children. I’m just so stretched as a parent. I’m overwhelmed. Or I’ve got this project at work. I don’t know how it’s all going to work out and this complicated thing with my boss. I don’t know how it’s all going to work out. I just feel overwhelmed or this challenge and the parish or in my diocese. And I don’t know how these things are going to get better. And I don’t think it’s ever going to change. Or maybe in your marriage, you feel like, man, things aren’t going well. I just don’t know if my spouse will ever understand or if he or she will ever change, and I just feel overwhelmed by this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe you feel like this in your prayer life or your spiritual life. There’s things you want to change, things you want to get better at and you just feel overwhelmed by it. Or maybe you just look out at what’s happening in the culture. Maybe you’re someone that fears what’s going to happen in the future. It’s hard for you to give up control. You like to have everything in control, but the future makes you anxious. You’re wondering what’s going to happen with my job. What’s going to happen in this dating relationship. What’s going to happen with my child. What’s going to happen with the virus, and we get anxious. You see, what we’re going to see here, my friends, is Mary shows us how to handle the troubles that we face, that we all face in this life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n